We, the Mountains, have great control. We live in the present.
You seem to live in the future through hoping and wishing; and therefore have no control.
Then you feel victimized.
Then you ‘don’t understand’.
Then you lash out at whatever spiritual entities you engage.
And all because you gave away your control.
Live in the moment
Dream in the All
Wish for what you are ready to act upon…
And all else will evolve.